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I can’t even pray to God anymore about this. I mean, of course I could, but I feel like I’m not even worthy enough to pray to him about this anymore.
All the nights a folded my hands, closed my eyes, and apologized for the same mistake I’ve made. Reassuring God that I wouldn’t do it again. I prayed to you so that I would never be in the predicament I’m in (or at least think I’m in.)
But every time I stand in front that mirror and rub my hands against my skin, I get scared all over again. And I curse myself, and I let my tears fall, because what else can I do?
I’ve done this to myself.. The only thing I can pray to God about in this situation is to apologize that I didn’t learn my lesson the first, second, third, and forth time. I feel embarrassed to even speak to God about this now, because I know he’s given me so many chances and I walked over all of them. Not intentionally, but when you do something more than once, it’s no longer a complete accident. I took too many chances…
I can only hope, now.
God, if I disappointed you, I’m so sorry. But I’m disappointed in myself, and you are your worst critic.
Hello! I know it’s been SO long since I’ve posted anything and I sincerely apologize for that!
I want to make this a strong writing page. A page where writers can be free once they press that submit button.
So please, submit things! No matter what it is. Poetry, short story, a chapter, fan fiction piece, it doesn’t matter!
Let all your writing friends know about this page, there isn’t much followers on this page so lets make that possible! Ill start by submitting something I wrote not too long ago. Lets get it going!!