The world is yours.
I honestly don’t feel right today. I asked my mom if I could stay in, but she told me no. I woke up this morning feeling like life is just a trap. And in the dream I had, it said “the world is yours.” I can’t really indicate the meaning. But I feel it in my heart, this feeling of reassurance and doubt at the same time. This feeling of wonder. I don’t know WHAT it is. But I’ve never felt this way before. Ive never woke up and the first thing on my mind is “the world is a trap. We are born to die.” I feel uneasy. I know this is an act of God because I prayed to him last night to help me figure out the real from the fake. The truth from the lies. But not just last night, but multiple nights for months and months. Ever since I start asking God to give me clues of something, anything, my dreams have been somewhat of a message. I don’t know what they are telling me. But I’d be a fool and I’m not naive enough to say “oh, they are just dreams.” Bottom line, I woke up with an uneasy feeling inside, one I’ve never had so early in the morning before. Im not afraid to be judged, so I don’t care who calls me crazy for this. God bless everyone today.